going through pictures. trying to remember the good times and not think about the viciousness and senseless violence behind losing my number one homegirl. enjoying all the fff fest memories. thinking of all the fun we had during the trash talk set. smiling at the thought of Esme climbing up that pole so she wouldn’t get slammed around. pretty sure she was the smallest person there but then again she was usually the smallest person at any show. she took this photo of Bree and I from the top of the pole and yelled “look hard!” which made me giggle so fucking hard. once again I’m going to say be safe out there. stick together. be proactive. hand out fliers with that monsters mug shot. and as Esme would say “see ya in the pit!”
